bad day

Today,i am unlucky cause i lost my purse inside has my ezlink card and popular member card......
I feel like no strength at all i am just keep praying and praying so i just use cash to pay my transport first if it is really lost i need to save money and do another 1....
I don't want my parents to know that,inside there is a lots of memories.......
I don't know how to said lah,just now hope that i could find back my purse......

injured

I am injured,my back of my ankle is injured,it is very pain man......
Tomorrow i am going to service i hope it will heal......
I will ask for healing from god and i am not so feeling well also,i have a lots of sickness during 1 year..... End-of-year is coming,hope everyone could pass all their subject and i could take the subject i like.....

What to do!!!!!!!

I fail 2 subject who can help me then i think my father know that i am a chirstian liao.... My friend is crying,how to comfort her she is my good friend.......

Scared already

Yesterday, i fall down during P.E in the field,my waist is very pain but i bear with it,at night time it is very pain then i tell my mum but she don't care.....
Today,it is very pain until like can't really sit up very straight then my mum bring me to the doctor, the doctor said that my musclar has sprain it is very pain,i could not even walk fast, very pain....:( I almost cry and also i got hit my thumb when P.E, we were playing hockey then my friend's the stick hit my thumb, it blue-black..... Now i need to be careful don't hit my injuries.....

today

Today,the service it is so fun,i want to cry cause rebecca going to other group,leaving us this few months i know her better and i was cryingnot only 1 time but 3 times cause joyce said touched words that i can't hold that i just let it go and just a few minutes ago,my mother beated me cause i was late home and she tell my god-mother.....
Why go church is bad,to me i just keep quiet,having family problems,i my life i have a lots of thinkings,feeling weird,feeling want to tell my parents that i am a chirstian,very upset can't stay back i have a lots feeling thought this few days,just want to cry it out like just now in the afternoon,now i am hearing the song of the backstreet,show me the meaning of lonely maybe is what is the my parents meaning.....
After this week,some of them going to change shepherd and caregroup,i don't want to change,i like this caregroup and shepherd if it is i will going to cry like a tap,why my parents are not like other parents have a little bit of mature and it is very bored that i will need to answer all their question,i always ask GOD why the difference between of me and other are so large,i just want have freedom....

blessing from god

Last week i having common test,this week i got back my test paper i am very happy cause i do quite well expect my geography i have fail but i really done very well i really thank god that he has help me a lot....

today got back my lit test paper

Today,i get back my literature common test paper back,on that day when i was going to take the test i ask god that can i do it?? I have no confident but i remember one of the verse in matthew 28:20,it said surely i am with you always,to the very end of the age....
When i got my paper i was sad cause i left half mark to pass but then when teacher said the class test result,i total up my scores i pass it,i said to myself yes i do it i did not fail to the salt and light and my parents would not nag at me..... Happy!!!! :) still got few more subject in order to know did i all pass a not.... haha