Desire

When i heard this word 'Desire',i don't know it means at the start but as the time goes by i know what is the meaning as in my own word it means to think and hope that dream and make it to be come true....

Desire to be a shepherd is my dream also a believeable dream,i think as the longer i am in the group,i could learn a lots of stuff like to know that every year there is a dream or a wish for myself is every time my birthday,i will wish for the next year so there is a different kind of meaning to it.....

Every time i feel there is still a little bit of bitter because there is a lots of hardship that i am going though now or even i had already gone through but i until now then realised it is so easy as in i look back to the past,so life now to me is a meanful,now i treasure every friendship i have now as God help me to make the friend and also now this few best friend i am still contact with them and also i feel so happy to know them so well.....

Blessing from God

I really want to thank God for giving me such a good result as in He let me feel that depend on Him is the a good choice even if you did not revise for that particular subject just like my phyiscs as in i really did not really study for that but i still pass very well and He help me to score a A2 for my physics in total......

There is still other subject,i don't want to list it out.....

Common Test

Today,i had my English and Chinese paper for my common test....

To me for Chinese i can said that it was quite easy for me as in i had study for that part but in English i wrote composition,i think i will fail that part because i wrote it very badly...

I am going to pray that hope my social studies test on monday,i could pass it very well as in i am quite weak in writing essay instead i done well in source based questions.....

Wish that God can help me to memories all the keypoints in social studies,not just that but also my few other subject at the other 2 days......

Going to have sec 3 camp juz right after i get back my common test result,but my back injuries,the pain is back when i am running cause in sec 2 i had a bad fall and hit my back so i hope that my injuries will recover before the march hoildays so when i go camp,my back will not be so pain that i could run fast.....

I want to balance all my stuff includes my studies n ministry.....

Gone through with God

I felt that this few days,God had blessed me so much that when my parent fought with each other,i protected my mum n said to my father the reason n he listen.......

Yesterday,it was a very "sian" day because my school dismiss us very early around 10 plus but went back home at around 4-5 pm...haha :)

I really felt that i had gone through many things with God n i felt that the time in church is very long,it felt like i was in church for around 10 years....

I felt that no matter how hard the problem it is but i think that although God cannot help us in our life but as Joan said that one word from God is better a thousand word from man as in His word spoke to us and gave us solution to solve the problems.....

No matter how hard the life which i am going to have in my life but i believe that God will be with me and will help me in any parts of our life,although i am not prefect but i can strike for the prefection of God.....

Believe is from our heart,not just only said as in if you spoke the words have it in action.....

learn a good teaching

Today,i am having group shepherding with Rachel n Joan,i have learn that God is not juz a powerful God bt it was that He will be us the whole day if u want to spend the whole day with Him then u will be happy as in anything u will nt be like angry any kind of emotions.....

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year!!!! I got my hongbao from my parents le.... i think God really blessed me, just now an uncle which i rent the room to him,he lend me a book which has a lots of short stories inside and he said to me that i give it to you,if you don't like can return to him but i read it,it is very intesting,i think it could improve my english as my english is very poor but i think God will help me in anyway to help me in anyway...

I hope that i could walk out of the news which was happened 2 days ago which is my granny had passed away,left me alone.....

She had her funeral today afternoon,actually when i heard the news i wish i could go to indonesia and send my granny last time but i could not cause i am having exams on wednesday so my mum ask me not to go,so i cried quite a long time,around 1 hour.....

God's blessing

I think God really blessed me so much.....

and yesterday service,pastor shirley,she said to us that,she have told God that she is tired tired but God told her something,i forgot....

But i think this is what God want to tell me......

i think that the teaching is telling me that God is our shepherd and He is with us thought the year as in how we are tired or any stuff,i like teachings

as in it tells me alots of the Word Of God.....

I think i am going to msn with God this 1 whole week not just that but everyday in my life...