Felt sweet today

Felt very sweet from dear today! So happy that he is with me again the whole day although is like only a few hours but i am very happy and also good that he is with me and i will cherish every single second of mins with him,no matter what i really want to thank him cause he made an effort today to follow me to go buy what my mum wants and he then go have his lunch.... I felt very sweet! As in like not every guy would want to follow a girl to buy stuff especially in a hot weather and also take his lunch after buying my things! :) very happy and i felt very blessful by God! As in what God send him to me is a really big present and i really thank God of what He had done to my life also in dear's life! :) I really want to thank God and dear who had help me in my life and really to change some parts of my life! No matter what now as in my national exams are coming... I will continue to walk with God and i will accompany dear no matter what happen just hope that not very serious things will happen and we can influence each other by our good side! Also what God want us to do to expand His Kingdom and His way for us! :)

Sick

Felt super sick now although there is no more flu but i felt like vomitting... Damn suffering man... :( so many things have happen so stressful... Ah!!! What to do seriously too stress need to go and destress le... No matter what by this week i need to relax my mind also must take my medicine as normal if not really is super dizzy and having a terrible headache!

What should i do?

Felt sad although today very happy that i pass some subject... He was very angry and i think if i made a mistake i could piss him off easily... Now resting my mind... Don't want to know anything... Feels like crying and want to find a place to hide myself or to lock myself up... Cold and sleepy now... What am i suppose to do? Really really really sad i now going to cry already... Tears going to round my eyes.... Seriously.. I know he is busy,i know he is tired,he having his exams but at least inform me... I won't even go and disturb him for what.... I felt that i am a failing girl.... :( haiz... What to do! What should i do? I want to at leat help him,but i couldn't cause i am not as smart as him...  Felt that i am so useless... :( perhaps i am not the girl for him? Have a lots of doubt... Is this what he feels? Don't feel like asking him,is not i don't have confident in him is i think i am totally a fail girl... Don't even think for him...

Very happy... :)

Although haven't got back my results back for combined humanities but i was happy that i managed to pass my english which is on the risky side... But this is not yet end i still got one last major exam to go which is my O'levels... :) and somemore got rewards from someone special and my parents was very happy about it... :) but instead of going more arrogant and not going to study but i am going to study more harder i can't don't be going into a poly.... Must and definately... :) Jiayou for myself and to my loved one and my only one beside God... :) dear,you can do it for your exams de! :) jiayou... Darling will continue to support you till the end... :) Don't give up,jiayou oh!!! :)

Love has been here but sad now

Very upset from my relationship

n'level is coming

haha... hi guys long time no see le. i am back... after going to be 1 year? i suppose...
now i am very nervous cause my national exam is coming le...

thinking

i think that everyone have their own life no matter there is any problems,there will be solution for it but the problem is did you ever think that solution before or you just only want to run away from it? just having fun is not a problem but it is because we does have this situation many times but have to say that if it the timing to play then let it be fun,if it is not the timing to have fun,then serious about it....