Today,i get back my literature common test paper back,on that day when i was going to take the test i ask god that can i do it?? I have no confident but i remember one of the verse in matthew 28:20,it said surely i am with you always,to the very end of the age....
When i got my paper i was sad cause i left half mark to pass but then when teacher said the class test result,i total up my scores i pass it,i said to myself yes i do it i did not fail to the salt and light and my parents would not nag at me..... Happy!!!! :) still got few more subject in order to know did i all pass a not.... haha
Monday, August 18, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Don't know wat to do
I have a lots of question in my heart since yesterday i really want to find the answer but i could not find,yesterday i lost my pencil box i was very sad cause i have a lots of pen and pencil inside all the things is cost around 30/40 dollars.....
I keep praying and praying that i could find back my pencil box i can not need to buy all the things again it is so expensive to buy the whole back at one time....
I really don't know waht to do as one time my uncle who i rent the room to him,he said that my church is nt the real church,i stunned i really don't know what to do and want to go back to hope church a not....who can help me i don't know????
In my life i have a lots of things i don't understand even though i have stress and people asking me about the things,i don't like to talk to the strangers but sometimes i ask myself can i do it when i went for the first outreach,i always could not find the answer i have no confidence to do it even in the test i also the same i just let go pass or fail it is fate,i felt headach also cause need to balance ministry and studies,i still can't cope it,i think i need time to balance both of it in order to balance other stuff.....
I keep praying and praying that i could find back my pencil box i can not need to buy all the things again it is so expensive to buy the whole back at one time....
I really don't know waht to do as one time my uncle who i rent the room to him,he said that my church is nt the real church,i stunned i really don't know what to do and want to go back to hope church a not....who can help me i don't know????
In my life i have a lots of things i don't understand even though i have stress and people asking me about the things,i don't like to talk to the strangers but sometimes i ask myself can i do it when i went for the first outreach,i always could not find the answer i have no confidence to do it even in the test i also the same i just let go pass or fail it is fate,i felt headach also cause need to balance ministry and studies,i still can't cope it,i think i need time to balance both of it in order to balance other stuff.....
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Upset
Today,my SIM card has broke already...
I very upset but the test for today is very diffcult i want to cry already....
Tomorrow i am having D&T and maths hope i can do my best and be the salt and light for god...
I very upset but the test for today is very diffcult i want to cry already....
Tomorrow i am having D&T and maths hope i can do my best and be the salt and light for god...
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
school today
Today,very fun and tired lah.... Morning having literature test then i don't know how to do it,i just anyhow do lol.... After that is history test it is so easy by the way i did a good job in my chinese it hits my target just nice 80 i am going to target 85 in end of year exam...
I was slept after finish my literature test,i hate my science teacher cause she was like always said that pay attention,yes or no eg....
Just after history test is her lesson,i was sleeping she asked me why i did not pay attention in the class i said i need textbook she said no need i was like oh my god i always need textbook in the class she just don't let us take our bags i was very tired studying for this week common test after finish 4 subject i still left 4 subject i did not feel worry cause i will know that god will alway with me till the end of the years....
This few days i am not feeling quite well having headaches and feeling like sleeping,just want to rest and have a good sleep,i need to slim down and having a good sleep,wish can no need wake up sleep until ownself wake up..... Tomorrow having geography and science test,Hope all the people that having exam can pass all the subject and those having prwlim can go their favourite school and study the course that they like....
I was slept after finish my literature test,i hate my science teacher cause she was like always said that pay attention,yes or no eg....
Just after history test is her lesson,i was sleeping she asked me why i did not pay attention in the class i said i need textbook she said no need i was like oh my god i always need textbook in the class she just don't let us take our bags i was very tired studying for this week common test after finish 4 subject i still left 4 subject i did not feel worry cause i will know that god will alway with me till the end of the years....
This few days i am not feeling quite well having headaches and feeling like sleeping,just want to rest and have a good sleep,i need to slim down and having a good sleep,wish can no need wake up sleep until ownself wake up..... Tomorrow having geography and science test,Hope all the people that having exam can pass all the subject and those having prwlim can go their favourite school and study the course that they like....
Friday, August 8, 2008
beijing olympic
Wow!! today is the beijing olympic,tomorrow is national day,today is celebrate in school,i am a IT member teacher ask me to do duty so i was like running like what lol...
I went to the polyclinic cause my mother was sick then she need to the doctor then i go then i arrive home is very tiring and my leg is very painful,until now still pain... :( Tomorrow national day i don't know what to do,at home watching TV or playing computer,i am very tiring as today i woke up around 5 plus,my eyes can't open,i want continue sleeping but this duty can have CCA points...
I hope that singapore can help us to win medals,especially badminton i love to play badminton but very long time did not play,want to play but no time,i now almost 6 or 7 plus then arrive home expect for today haha so happy can g back home so early but this is not the earliest time,it is in last year we just finish our maths exam paper for the mid-year exam lol... Around 9 plus can go home finish go home so good... Later going to sleep until quite late in the morning for tomorrow...
HAPPY 43 BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!!!
I went to the polyclinic cause my mother was sick then she need to the doctor then i go then i arrive home is very tiring and my leg is very painful,until now still pain... :( Tomorrow national day i don't know what to do,at home watching TV or playing computer,i am very tiring as today i woke up around 5 plus,my eyes can't open,i want continue sleeping but this duty can have CCA points...
I hope that singapore can help us to win medals,especially badminton i love to play badminton but very long time did not play,want to play but no time,i now almost 6 or 7 plus then arrive home expect for today haha so happy can g back home so early but this is not the earliest time,it is in last year we just finish our maths exam paper for the mid-year exam lol... Around 9 plus can go home finish go home so good... Later going to sleep until quite late in the morning for tomorrow...
HAPPY 43 BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!!!
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Happening things for today and tomorrow
Today,i have science class test,i did not study but at least can pass i think so...
I was too tired that tomorrow is national day,today have musuc lesson then teacher want us to sing the songs then i juz sing without voice,haha so happy :) teacher did not found out,in the class i was going to sleep when i arrive home is around 4 plus already,still need to prepare for next week common test man... Still got school tution,saturday i can't go out at night,my shepherd said they will having firework to celebrate national day,i want to go... :( my mum did not allow me to go out at night as it is until 10,i wish i can like them can go back home late....
Tomorrow,i will having duty as we will celebrate national day and i need to take photo,there is a minster coming to canberra areas,my teacher said that me and my classmate,one will take photos,one will take video,today both of us discuss that we will half half means we will take turns to take photos and video....
I wish i can pass my geograpy and history test cause i did not take the class test,teacher said that we will depend on the common test,wish GOD will help though the whole common test days,having a lots of problem lah,wish can solve it quickly and soon the holidays are coming wish i can rest for a few days then prepare for my end-of-year exam,this year i need to choose what subject which i want to take next year,i don't know what to choose...
Hope i can pass and go to sec 3 to stress for this few days,the subject hope i can find out the maths stuff until that time then choose lol,finsh this common test first then started worry...
Someone can help me with the subjects that i can't cope with it...
I was too tired that tomorrow is national day,today have musuc lesson then teacher want us to sing the songs then i juz sing without voice,haha so happy :) teacher did not found out,in the class i was going to sleep when i arrive home is around 4 plus already,still need to prepare for next week common test man... Still got school tution,saturday i can't go out at night,my shepherd said they will having firework to celebrate national day,i want to go... :( my mum did not allow me to go out at night as it is until 10,i wish i can like them can go back home late....
Tomorrow,i will having duty as we will celebrate national day and i need to take photo,there is a minster coming to canberra areas,my teacher said that me and my classmate,one will take photos,one will take video,today both of us discuss that we will half half means we will take turns to take photos and video....
I wish i can pass my geograpy and history test cause i did not take the class test,teacher said that we will depend on the common test,wish GOD will help though the whole common test days,having a lots of problem lah,wish can solve it quickly and soon the holidays are coming wish i can rest for a few days then prepare for my end-of-year exam,this year i need to choose what subject which i want to take next year,i don't know what to choose...
Hope i can pass and go to sec 3 to stress for this few days,the subject hope i can find out the maths stuff until that time then choose lol,finsh this common test first then started worry...
Someone can help me with the subjects that i can't cope with it...
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
life to me
To me,life is very busy,24 hours is really not enough for me...
I want to play but i have family problems,i really don't know why parents are so different???
I have a lots of question mark in my heart,i do feeling like giving up but jesus did help me a lot although most of my friends,they are busy,i was like i am not in their world but in my own world, problem is always beside me,although i have changed a lot but people started to ignore me i do want to cry but i always tell myself don't cry be a strong girl,but i sometimes really can't do it...
What is mt target i still don't know,what is my dream i still don't know,sch projects that is one sometimes i do feel that i can't cope with the leader role,they all ask me to do leader,i just say ok but now i finally understand that why people don't want leader cause it takes all the responsibillty and jobs i getting feeling like i am a bad leader nobody like to be a leader it is so tough for me...
I want to play but i have family problems,i really don't know why parents are so different???
I have a lots of question mark in my heart,i do feeling like giving up but jesus did help me a lot although most of my friends,they are busy,i was like i am not in their world but in my own world, problem is always beside me,although i have changed a lot but people started to ignore me i do want to cry but i always tell myself don't cry be a strong girl,but i sometimes really can't do it...
What is mt target i still don't know,what is my dream i still don't know,sch projects that is one sometimes i do feel that i can't cope with the leader role,they all ask me to do leader,i just say ok but now i finally understand that why people don't want leader cause it takes all the responsibillty and jobs i getting feeling like i am a bad leader nobody like to be a leader it is so tough for me...
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