God's blessing

I think God really blessed me so much.....

and yesterday service,pastor shirley,she said to us that,she have told God that she is tired tired but God told her something,i forgot....

But i think this is what God want to tell me......

i think that the teaching is telling me that God is our shepherd and He is with us thought the year as in how we are tired or any stuff,i like teachings

as in it tells me alots of the Word Of God.....

I think i am going to msn with God this 1 whole week not just that but everyday in my life...

The very new year...

Haha,this year is a brand new year,last year all the saddness n stress could forget it.....
by the way,this started of the year when the counted down for this brand new year,i having cough n flu,but God will heal me,i have the Faith in Him....
Although is like that when the school reopen,my class is right at the side n is very far from the flag poll there i can't heard very good so i ask my friend,i think God really help me cause a few days ago,i lost my voice then i went to see a doctor but now is 3/4 heal.... I like this feeling when i have my voice back and i think i could go back to school 2moro le.... But i still have not talk very much as if i talk too much then i will cough but it feel better compared to the few days ago.....

My wish for 2009

my wish for 2009 is hope that i could balance between my study n ministry n hope that my family can be healthy in this year n my last wish,haha......
I would not said it cause it is a secret in myself,haha....

birthday

Yesterday,it was my 14 birthday i am 1 yr older haha.....
i having wod of life in church so i went back there on my birthday i did not celebrate with my mates but i order 1 cake before my birthday and i promise my parents that i will celebrate with them so i run back home and go to the cake shop and collected the cake n i wish 3 wishes that the first wan will be completing cg08,the second wan is hope that the people i know will be healthy then the third wan is haha..... i could not say it if not it will be come true.....:)

Tired Already

This few year,i am very tired,can't have a smile on my face,maybe i would want to have a cold face on my face to cover my sadness for this few years......
Trouble in my heart,my family relationship already having cracks,i have no idea what to do already,i did not talk to my mum at all this few days,i don't know how to start to talk to her.....
I am too tired,i could not even think properly why i am on this world,i can feel that i am losing friends and family......

Don't know

Everytime,i hear the worship song 'Still',

I would feeling of crying,this song is very nice....

As the chorus part of the first sentence,i think......

'When the oceans rise and thunders roars'

When is at this part,I feel that someone is protecting me with all the things.....

We can't hide even we are alone but God is wiith us though or whole life.....

As in Luke 12:22,i think don't worry about all the things that has happen on you.....

Just depend on God and He will make your path straight.......

In our life,there is a lots of blessing from God.....

As like today morning i have an eye sore,at that time.....

I asked God to help me heal my eye and He did heal for me......

He think of us and know what are we thinking about.....

Surrender all the things to him.....

In the exams,not matter we pass or fail,we still praise him,

And He is a good God,a powerful God,a God that we praise him in our whole life.....

Though Chirst,i have think a lot of stuff.....

When i was started,i thinking of give up but not i did not regret of my decision....

Having the first shepherding with Anqi and the teaching title is Faith...

I think that Faith is a true and believe on God and it can't be stop....

Faith is not just true and believe but trust is a main point in it.....

Trust God is our own decision,no one has disturp you before.....

As in chinese we said,一人做事一人当 which means that....

You do 1 thing but you must not regret on it....

You could not change the Fact but God have the ability to help you.....

Haiz.... Long Time did not on blog leaving post now this few days i am quite free... A few weeks ago,it is restructing time.... It means that North A all change shepherd and sheep.....
Start some of the time i am nt quite use to it lah cause i have change shepherd...... But now i am quite ok in the situation,but feel like is very special cause it was like very time unit meet i saw liyan i will feel like she is my own shepherd but i have change shepherd to anqi lah....
But i am quite happy lah cause as it is said "The Old has Gone,The New has Come...."
Haha........... Don't know how to contiune...... Bye bah