my stress

可能是我对这几天的考试压力过大，我有点很难过，今天又拿回很烂的成绩，不过我跟自己说不能放弃，因为别人都做得到为什么我不可以，虽然这次很重要不过也没有跟年尾的考试来的重要

吧。。。今天又是一个很闷的天气，让我想睡觉，不过我熬得了，因为我已经在生病了，而且病得不得轻啊！！！不过考试后就不用忧愁了，可以休息了。。。。

现在我要加油，为了到达我的目标，我要真的加油了！！！我的目标是。。。。哈哈，不能说这是我的愿望，哈哈哈哈哈！！！

自己对人生的感觉

总觉得人生对我来说有不一样的感觉．．．也不是说每一个人一定要跟别人比较说他比较幸运或不幸．因为每一个人都有不一样的命运，我也觉得人生真的很妙，因为我们都不知道我们的下一天是死或活，虽然我们都不知道，可是我们可以让我们的生活过得很精彩，俗话说开心是一天，伤心也是一天．那我们因该让我们自己的生活都过得开开心心的，都没有伤心的事，不过也不可能没有伤心的事．．．我觉得人生的意思人过的生活．．．

自己创作的，不知道在写什么

爱上一个人不需要理由，
喜欢上一个人也不从需要理由，
爱和喜欢都是一种感觉，
不同的是这两种感觉的阶段，
这两种的感觉考验着彼此的信任，
没有了信任也没有了对对方的感情．．．

　　　　　这是另一个的创作

人生就像一个舞台，
我们也都是一个演员，
而我们每一个人都有不同的个性，
自己也有权力要走自己的路，
自己选了这条路就不能后悔了，
不后悔也好，后悔也罢，
遇到问题对自己说要跟着自己的心走就对了．．．
人生也可以学到了很多东西，也要自己去体会才能感受到了人生的乐趣，
而这就是人生．．．

blessing

Today i went to see a doctor for my backbone and i was thanking Lord because i no need to wear the thing to make the backbone stable and no need to admit to hospital or operation.....

Actually i waited for the doctor for quite a long time around 2 hours and i need to going back to the hospital during next year around march for a X-ray so see first,i was quite being blessed by God as in the doctor said that my case is only need to observe it so it was very blessed already....

My mum and dad were very nervous while myself is that i don't have feeling at all because this two years i have no nervous but only sometimes haha.....

Desire

When i heard this word 'Desire',i don't know it means at the start but as the time goes by i know what is the meaning as in my own word it means to think and hope that dream and make it to be come true....

Desire to be a shepherd is my dream also a believeable dream,i think as the longer i am in the group,i could learn a lots of stuff like to know that every year there is a dream or a wish for myself is every time my birthday,i will wish for the next year so there is a different kind of meaning to it.....

Every time i feel there is still a little bit of bitter because there is a lots of hardship that i am going though now or even i had already gone through but i until now then realised it is so easy as in i look back to the past,so life now to me is a meanful,now i treasure every friendship i have now as God help me to make the friend and also now this few best friend i am still contact with them and also i feel so happy to know them so well.....

Blessing from God

I really want to thank God for giving me such a good result as in He let me feel that depend on Him is the a good choice even if you did not revise for that particular subject just like my phyiscs as in i really did not really study for that but i still pass very well and He help me to score a A2 for my physics in total......

There is still other subject,i don't want to list it out.....

Common Test

Today,i had my English and Chinese paper for my common test....

To me for Chinese i can said that it was quite easy for me as in i had study for that part but in English i wrote composition,i think i will fail that part because i wrote it very badly...

I am going to pray that hope my social studies test on monday,i could pass it very well as in i am quite weak in writing essay instead i done well in source based questions.....

Wish that God can help me to memories all the keypoints in social studies,not just that but also my few other subject at the other 2 days......

Going to have sec 3 camp juz right after i get back my common test result,but my back injuries,the pain is back when i am running cause in sec 2 i had a bad fall and hit my back so i hope that my injuries will recover before the march hoildays so when i go camp,my back will not be so pain that i could run fast.....

I want to balance all my stuff includes my studies n ministry.....