This few year,i am very tired,can't have a smile on my face,maybe i would want to have a cold face on my face to cover my sadness for this few years......
Trouble in my heart,my family relationship already having cracks,i have no idea what to do already,i did not talk to my mum at all this few days,i don't know how to start to talk to her.....
I am too tired,i could not even think properly why i am on this world,i can feel that i am losing friends and family......
