Today i am very happy cause i am able to see my idol and heard them singing is was really a praise God.... And today i am also being bless by God that my leaders had attached although is awarkard to see them standing together and like i am quite shy but sometimes i am really like i do see them so well communicated and i really didn't expect them to be together... To me is quite a shocking news but as they were sharing and i was nervous about my usher interview but thank God that all along it was okay... But God had spoke to me twice once is during service second was during my leaders are sharing...
Firstly was my idol had struck me a verse in NIV genesis 1:16 which was God had created two light and one is dimmer and one is brighter but i have learn God does not make a difference between ourselves but is just to tell that He has a purpose for you that you are here in this world... Even thought you had a better friend which shines brighter than you or did something that both of you had in common but she is brighter than just don't care about the comparison... Is more towards yourself and is important for during our young age... To persue which God had want to lead us into... No matter what don't give up... Secondly i was struck by my leader which they are attached... I begin to sense that they had the confident although they are older than me but i wish that God would use them as role model to others but not to others but to me and dear... Which my leaders share is like i felt there is part of me is the same which like they would set boundaries for one another and although like other couple which is like argument all those but God had show them ways and i wish that God would had give me some hints about things that could set up a proper relationship with God... I mean to me it really sound very powerful... I was really envy and admit of their faith through this relationship... For me now i think i had found someone to help me and to guide me along... Like at least no matter what i am going to change what God want me to do and also to slowly to increase the faith and to really look for God everyday and every moment...
