Birthday

Had such a great fun few days ago during 18th birthday!
Got a new bag from piggie is so happy and it is rilakuma... Which is my favourite anime character.... I was really thank God for everything He has blessed me for everyday.... Actually i wan to post it on the day but just that i was too busy on the day... Haiz... Everything is so under my hand... So stressful....

sad life

Why is my life like this? Everyday in my life there must be sadness.... I was just being caring enough but why does someone need to be the one who really go destroy it.... I have been thinking all this while that is my relationship is the good wan or bad wan cause there is too many things between the two of us especially during this Christmas season... He had so many things that even the both of us of meeting up is so short then usual... I admit that i am jealous of him that he is so busy with his stuff i really wan to be as busy as him at least i wouldn't be so angry everyday and jealous of him everytime....
Good for him that he is serving the Lord so well i am happy but i just really tends to jealous... I wish that he has some times with me... At least 4 times but i just wish that i could be like my leader that i would be like just busy on their own... But they still can communicate with each other... Haiz... Why just my life is so tough? Tougher than ordinary people...
Just hope that everything would be just fine than anything else... Tears rolling down my cheeks...