What should i do?

Felt sad although today very happy that i pass some subject... He was very angry and i think if i made a mistake i could piss him off easily... Now resting my mind... Don't want to know anything... Feels like crying and want to find a place to hide myself or to lock myself up... Cold and sleepy now... What am i suppose to do? Really really really sad i now going to cry already... Tears going to round my eyes.... Seriously.. I know he is busy,i know he is tired,he having his exams but at least inform me... I won't even go and disturb him for what.... I felt that i am a failing girl.... :( haiz... What to do! What should i do? I want to at leat help him,but i couldn't cause i am not as smart as him...  Felt that i am so useless... :( perhaps i am not the girl for him? Have a lots of doubt... Is this what he feels? Don't feel like asking him,is not i don't have confident in him is i think i am totally a fail girl... Don't even think for him...

Very happy... :)

Although haven't got back my results back for combined humanities but i was happy that i managed to pass my english which is on the risky side... But this is not yet end i still got one last major exam to go which is my O'levels... :) and somemore got rewards from someone special and my parents was very happy about it... :) but instead of going more arrogant and not going to study but i am going to study more harder i can't don't be going into a poly.... Must and definately... :) Jiayou for myself and to my loved one and my only one beside God... :) dear,you can do it for your exams de! :) jiayou... Darling will continue to support you till the end... :) Don't give up,jiayou oh!!! :)

Love has been here but sad now

Very upset from my relationship

n'level is coming

haha... hi guys long time no see le. i am back... after going to be 1 year? i suppose...
now i am very nervous cause my national exam is coming le...

thinking

i think that everyone have their own life no matter there is any problems,there will be solution for it but the problem is did you ever think that solution before or you just only want to run away from it? just having fun is not a problem but it is because we does have this situation many times but have to say that if it the timing to play then let it be fun,if it is not the timing to have fun,then serious about it....

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我觉得我已经变老了。。。
我已经开始忘了，很多东西在我脑海里。。。
我却不知到这是对的吗？？？
我也已经没有了自信心，也开始忘了我当初的目标了。。。。
我不知道我这么说是对的吗，因为我已经不知道我在说什么了。。。
就算是一个普通的题目，而且是我最有抱握的可以得到的分数，我也忘了怎么做了。。。
我其实可以做得很好，可是因为我的一个小错误，可以让人保守惊讶。。。
可能在有些人的眼中，我是聪明的，可是我其实是笨的。。。。
我也不会让人知道我的心情，我一直在表面上，是开心的。。。
可是我也有可能是装出来的，我不想让人被我的心情影响到。。。
我有时候觉得快要疯了，我就会找人说说心事，可是都是我一个人面对。。。
我不知道该这么做，我现在的心情好乱、好烦。。。
考试要到了，我越来越不知道要怎么做。。。。
我只知道说，我要考上中四，我也没有太大的心情去关那些有的没的东西。。。
现在我只知道我要温习而已。。。。

i am back

haha...i am back long time did not update,the camp post i would not be able to update because not enough time to update as there were alots of things for me to settle so i would try to update as soon as possible..... Sorry.....