life to me

To me,life is very busy,24 hours is really not enough for me...
I want to play but i have family problems,i really don't know why parents are so different???

I have a lots of question mark in my heart,i do feeling like giving up but jesus did help me a lot although most of my friends,they are busy,i was like i am not in their world but in my own world, problem is always beside me,although i have changed a lot but people started to ignore me i do want to cry but i always tell myself don't cry be a strong girl,but i sometimes really can't do it...
What is mt target i still don't know,what is my dream i still don't know,sch projects that is one sometimes i do feel that i can't cope with the leader role,they all ask me to do leader,i just say ok but now i finally understand that why people don't want leader cause it takes all the responsibillty and jobs i getting feeling like i am a bad leader nobody like to be a leader it is so tough for me...