Wow!! today is the beijing olympic,tomorrow is national day,today is celebrate in school,i am a IT member teacher ask me to do duty so i was like running like what lol...
I went to the polyclinic cause my mother was sick then she need to the doctor then i go then i arrive home is very tiring and my leg is very painful,until now still pain... :( Tomorrow national day i don't know what to do,at home watching TV or playing computer,i am very tiring as today i woke up around 5 plus,my eyes can't open,i want continue sleeping but this duty can have CCA points...
I hope that singapore can help us to win medals,especially badminton i love to play badminton but very long time did not play,want to play but no time,i now almost 6 or 7 plus then arrive home expect for today haha so happy can g back home so early but this is not the earliest time,it is in last year we just finish our maths exam paper for the mid-year exam lol... Around 9 plus can go home finish go home so good... Later going to sleep until quite late in the morning for tomorrow...
HAPPY 43 BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!!!
Friday, August 8, 2008
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Happening things for today and tomorrow
Today,i have science class test,i did not study but at least can pass i think so...
I was too tired that tomorrow is national day,today have musuc lesson then teacher want us to sing the songs then i juz sing without voice,haha so happy :) teacher did not found out,in the class i was going to sleep when i arrive home is around 4 plus already,still need to prepare for next week common test man... Still got school tution,saturday i can't go out at night,my shepherd said they will having firework to celebrate national day,i want to go... :( my mum did not allow me to go out at night as it is until 10,i wish i can like them can go back home late....
Tomorrow,i will having duty as we will celebrate national day and i need to take photo,there is a minster coming to canberra areas,my teacher said that me and my classmate,one will take photos,one will take video,today both of us discuss that we will half half means we will take turns to take photos and video....
I wish i can pass my geograpy and history test cause i did not take the class test,teacher said that we will depend on the common test,wish GOD will help though the whole common test days,having a lots of problem lah,wish can solve it quickly and soon the holidays are coming wish i can rest for a few days then prepare for my end-of-year exam,this year i need to choose what subject which i want to take next year,i don't know what to choose...
Hope i can pass and go to sec 3 to stress for this few days,the subject hope i can find out the maths stuff until that time then choose lol,finsh this common test first then started worry...
Someone can help me with the subjects that i can't cope with it...
I was too tired that tomorrow is national day,today have musuc lesson then teacher want us to sing the songs then i juz sing without voice,haha so happy :) teacher did not found out,in the class i was going to sleep when i arrive home is around 4 plus already,still need to prepare for next week common test man... Still got school tution,saturday i can't go out at night,my shepherd said they will having firework to celebrate national day,i want to go... :( my mum did not allow me to go out at night as it is until 10,i wish i can like them can go back home late....
Tomorrow,i will having duty as we will celebrate national day and i need to take photo,there is a minster coming to canberra areas,my teacher said that me and my classmate,one will take photos,one will take video,today both of us discuss that we will half half means we will take turns to take photos and video....
I wish i can pass my geograpy and history test cause i did not take the class test,teacher said that we will depend on the common test,wish GOD will help though the whole common test days,having a lots of problem lah,wish can solve it quickly and soon the holidays are coming wish i can rest for a few days then prepare for my end-of-year exam,this year i need to choose what subject which i want to take next year,i don't know what to choose...
Hope i can pass and go to sec 3 to stress for this few days,the subject hope i can find out the maths stuff until that time then choose lol,finsh this common test first then started worry...
Someone can help me with the subjects that i can't cope with it...
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
life to me
To me,life is very busy,24 hours is really not enough for me...
I want to play but i have family problems,i really don't know why parents are so different???
I have a lots of question mark in my heart,i do feeling like giving up but jesus did help me a lot although most of my friends,they are busy,i was like i am not in their world but in my own world, problem is always beside me,although i have changed a lot but people started to ignore me i do want to cry but i always tell myself don't cry be a strong girl,but i sometimes really can't do it...
What is mt target i still don't know,what is my dream i still don't know,sch projects that is one sometimes i do feel that i can't cope with the leader role,they all ask me to do leader,i just say ok but now i finally understand that why people don't want leader cause it takes all the responsibillty and jobs i getting feeling like i am a bad leader nobody like to be a leader it is so tough for me...
I want to play but i have family problems,i really don't know why parents are so different???
I have a lots of question mark in my heart,i do feeling like giving up but jesus did help me a lot although most of my friends,they are busy,i was like i am not in their world but in my own world, problem is always beside me,although i have changed a lot but people started to ignore me i do want to cry but i always tell myself don't cry be a strong girl,but i sometimes really can't do it...
What is mt target i still don't know,what is my dream i still don't know,sch projects that is one sometimes i do feel that i can't cope with the leader role,they all ask me to do leader,i just say ok but now i finally understand that why people don't want leader cause it takes all the responsibillty and jobs i getting feeling like i am a bad leader nobody like to be a leader it is so tough for me...
i did nt regret
I did not regret after started my very first service,i am proud to be come jesus child, i learn a lots of things,change when i look at my photo which is about 3 year old plus until now,but sometimes when other people pass the subject then i think that why they can do it why i can't....
Some of the times i do regret that why i make myself even busy than last time,but i know that in life we need to learn to grow up,independent all that stuff.... But this few days i do some regret of going service as a lots of things happen to me,but i said to myself that i will manage the time as i go on going service,to me study is important but i do think that if i think like that why my shepherd,liyan they all can cope with their timing,time goes faster...
I think i going to fall but someone has holded me,sometimes i wonder is it i put too much effort on study or what,to me is like study,meetings,tution,thinking that 24 hours is not enough for me...
Sometimes my friend will tell me her secret,i will feel like maybe in future i will be like her,i do feel that sometimes my classmate ask me why you always so busy,why you can't juz take a rest??? I want to rest but life no matter you live the life very busy or what,you will still need to live the life until you died,time fast or slow is depend how you manage the time...
Some of the times i do regret that why i make myself even busy than last time,but i know that in life we need to learn to grow up,independent all that stuff.... But this few days i do some regret of going service as a lots of things happen to me,but i said to myself that i will manage the time as i go on going service,to me study is important but i do think that if i think like that why my shepherd,liyan they all can cope with their timing,time goes faster...
I think i going to fall but someone has holded me,sometimes i wonder is it i put too much effort on study or what,to me is like study,meetings,tution,thinking that 24 hours is not enough for me...
Sometimes my friend will tell me her secret,i will feel like maybe in future i will be like her,i do feel that sometimes my classmate ask me why you always so busy,why you can't juz take a rest??? I want to rest but life no matter you live the life very busy or what,you will still need to live the life until you died,time fast or slow is depend how you manage the time...
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Don't know wat 2 do
2day don't know wat 2 do after study,svc all the things having a lots of feeling in my heart doing quiet time talking 2 jesus juz having fun...
I juz don't know y parents like 2 giv us stress??? getting stressful than ever juz wan 2 relax n having some fun don't care anything a lots of things in my mind is contiune like flashing the memories i have when i was young... Fall down n got a broke arm heal after 4-5 months...
Sad,Happy,Miserable is my feeling this few days...
Don't know wat has happen 2 this world in my life like getting from bad 2 worse...
I still can't understand y a lots of homework 2 do... Feeling strange in my heart... I juz feeling like crying i think that no 1 knows hw i feel but i nid 2 be strong...
I juz don't know y parents like 2 giv us stress??? getting stressful than ever juz wan 2 relax n having some fun don't care anything a lots of things in my mind is contiune like flashing the memories i have when i was young... Fall down n got a broke arm heal after 4-5 months...
Sad,Happy,Miserable is my feeling this few days...
Don't know wat has happen 2 this world in my life like getting from bad 2 worse...
I still can't understand y a lots of homework 2 do... Feeling strange in my heart... I juz feeling like crying i think that no 1 knows hw i feel but i nid 2 be strong...
Saturday, July 12, 2008
became a jesus child
When i were in the church as is my first time 2 go chrch i don't know wat 2 do but after that liyan(my shepherd) explain 2 me everything i accept jesus in my life i was like the time flew very fast i don't know how long that i have in church but i do know some new friends started i was feeling like this all are dream after that all things has happen i knew it that it was not a dream i talk 2 god...
Sometimes i feel that very stressful but i have some words in my mind that i no matter in school or i went out feels like GOD is with me getting all the stress out of my mind and depenting just on jesus i always need him no matter i have anything that it is in mind or have problem...
Sometimes i feel that very stressful but i have some words in my mind that i no matter in school or i went out feels like GOD is with me getting all the stress out of my mind and depenting just on jesus i always need him no matter i have anything that it is in mind or have problem...
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